I’m really sorry that I haven’t been posting lately. There were actually a few reasons for this.
- I have been flooded with work from college. Yeah who would’ve expected there to be things to do in a course such as multi-freaking-media.
- I was writing posts but never got the chance upload them because I was forgetting and then simply lost interest in them all together. I don’t know maybe I will post them one day but for now I just want the chance to catch a breath.
- I found out that my grandfather has cancer.
Won’t go into too much detail, but for the past few weeks he was in and out of hospital getting different tests and procedures done and at last when we thought everyting was alright he got diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.
I think that because of everything that was going on I forgot that I had you. My friends. And when the gulp in my throat was too much because I had to tell someone, I realised that I had no one to turn to.
Dylan (another internet sensation) turned out great, we’re supose to meet soon. But then I found out that his father and himself have cancer too. His is probably easily removable. But, its not helping.
I, obviously in that situation, wasn’t able to tell him. It would be just too much to handle.
And it’s not like nothing’s good been happening because a lot of good has been happening. A LOT. But when I come home at night I don’t think about the good. I think about the bad and ugly.
And for now that’s all I can’t think about.
So, I’m really sorry to everyone who cares but I won’t be posting for the next few weeks. I don’t know how long. It could be two it could five.
BUT !!! Before I go I just want to answer a few questions to my greatest sweetest and bestest (if that’s even a word) follower: teensworldbabyg
I really appreciate that you read my blog. Seriously eveytime I see a notification from you, a smile instantly appears on my face. So here are the answers you’ve been looking for.
1.Where do you get you inspiration?
I get my inspiration from everyday situations and things. Literally it could be as simple as a bus drive in a traffic jam .. Boring thus I think and BOOM ! And idea.
2. Do you think you could go far with your blog? (I think yes😁)
Firstly thank you for believing in me❤❤. And secondly I don’t really think so. Not because I’m pessimistic and don’t believe in myself (although that’s a big part) but mainly because I am not consistent. I think to strive in such a place you need to really put all you got into it. Otherwise I think you will never get to your full potential. And I just don’t have the power in me to do it every day or more.
3. How old are you ?
I am 19 year old. At least for another two months. (You can wish me happy birthday on the 27 of Jan.) Love my age but already would love to be old and have that shitty part of life behind me.
4.How long does it take you to write a post?
It depends. If I have time and particularly feeling it I can write a post within a half an hour (including reviewing adding tags and posting). If however I have an idea but don’t feel like writing it can take up to few days. Just because I write a sentence per day. Heh. But I’d say on average it takes me a day to write a post. That’s becsuse I don’t do it in one sitting of course.
And that’s it you didn’t have any more questions 😊.
I hope these were somewhat enterating and I hope you have a lovely time without me spaning your notice board.
Ps. If anyone ever has anymore questions please don’t hesitate to ask and I promise that I will answer to all of them.