Just to let you know I wrote this post about a week ago forgot to post it … Re read it now and it was shit sooooo here I go again..
For those uninformed I am a girl.
And coincidentally I am exreamly socially awkward. Soooo my relationship status has been single for a while.
-😂😂Kamila please.. We are friends here and we know you are a loner … Just admit it.
Ugh fine. Yeah I may have never been in a relationship. But its not like I never had opportunities. Just I never had good opportunities.
And as it turns out one night I was dreading became the best night I could have imagined. The aftermath however not so glittery.
You see I met a boy.
Stop it ! He’s really nice and smart.
So far that’s it. But I’m sure he has a lot more to offer.
Anyway, that’s not the poop.
The poop is that I really liked his friend too. Except JUST AS A FRIEND.
But he just either is oblivious to my signs, which by the way couldn’t be more obvious, or he just doesn’t give up.
So now I am stuck between the two and I have no clue what to do. Like obviously I want David (the Guy I like) but I don’t want to hurt Yash’s feelings either. Like I already told him no so many times. And now he’s asking me am I free on the weekend.
And yeah I am. But should I tell him ? Because I do kinda wanna meet him but so that we become friends nothing else. But is that not playing with his heart?
Ugh … Life is so difficult.
Okay so, once again I forgot to post this … I am getting horrible at this.
But maybe it’s not so bad because I have tea.
– We’re not thirsty, Kamila.
Jesus, goss? Juicy bits? No?
– We get it you like you citruses.
UGH. Never mind. I met up with Yash. AND David. AT ONCE!
– O my God! World war three!
Seriously, if you ever are in this situation DON’T INVITE THE OTHER GUY EVER!!!!!!!
Basically what happened was I told Yash I’m free, he invited me to a hike. I told David that I’m going. He was surprised and it was awkwardly silent so I blurred out does he wanna come, unfortunately he agreed. I texted Yash, he had to agree, but he was confused so I told him that me and David like each other, gave him opportunity to call it off, but unfortunately he didn’t. Then he was silent the majority of the time, while David was showing off what a bad-ass he was while in realty he wasn’t.
Now, Yash is not talking to me, David thinks we are gonna get married and I am strongly considering whether I ever want to meet him again.
So, what’s the moral of the story?
GUYS SUCK AND I AM AN IDIOT!